I had the laziest day ever today. I forced myself to go to my test for French class, but other than that, I couldn't quite motivate myself to leave the house. I also took 2 naps. I had been sleep deprived, so maybe that's it. After my 2nd nap from 7-8ish, I ate dinner, hung out with some girls in the dorm, played on the computer, stretched, and then did a 30 minute mini workout.
I've been cranky off and on for the last week. I have several theories as to why that range from the weather to cigarette withdrawal and several things in between. I was just on the edge of falling into a funk when Darcy e-mailed me and asked a question about my commitments to myself. As many as I keep, there are several that I haven't. It was perfect timing, and just thinking about the question pulled me out of the funk. The short version of the answer I came up with: Yes, sometimes I should be "better" to myself and do the things that are healthy for my mind, body, productivity, life in general, but I'm also pretty bad ass. When I fall down, I won't beat myself up, but rather dust myself off and get back on the horse. I'm still alive so I get to go again, right?
The nice thing these days is that when I do get into a funk, it usually doesn't last long, and I also know that it will pass soon enough. That alone makes everything better.
Okay, it's late, and I actually do have plans to leave the house tomorrow, so I should get to bed.
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